IWSYT 04

Ryan POV

I sat on the exam table with Zacky at my side waiting for the doctor to come and draw blood and crap for testing. Zacky was holding my hand rubbing circles on my wrist with his palm. I can tell he is as nervous as I am. I mean who wouldn't be? A baby, a little life that is half you and half your partner.

That could possibly be inside me right now! Right now I can be harboring human life! Right now I could be pregnant with Zacky's child. I so wish that I am. I don't want to see him upset. Uncle Roy walked in and smiled at me. "Hello Ryan, Zack. How are you boys today?"

"Very excited, anxious." I replied smiling up at Zacky.

Uncle Roy nodded. "Well I am gonna take some blood and urine ok?" I nodded as he pulled my arm forward and pulled out a needle. I winced when he pushed the needle in. I watched my blood fill 2 vials. I smiled. "Now Ryan, you and Zack gonna hang out til the results are done or head home?"

I looked at Zacky who shrugged. "We'll stay here if that's ok?"

Uncle Roy nodded. "You can camp out in my office. I probably won't be in it too much. I have a big day ahead of me. I have one patient after another. It's hell on ice."

I hugged him. "Sorry Uncle Roy. If I had known I woulda scheduled for another date. We were just so anxious and nervous you know?" he nodded. "Still I'm sorry."

"Eh, you're more important. Now come on I'll take you to my office. And Zack no sitting on my desk like you always do. You know I hate it. And knowing you that is probably why you do it right?" I laughed as Zacky blushed. "Stay off it and I won't neuter you."

I gasped. "HEY! No neutering my fiancée! Neuter him and I will send Aunt Kim after your ass!"

He put his arms up in surrender. "Ok, ok I won't neuter him but I will do something." I nodded. "Bye kids." Uncle walked out and Zacky sat in the chair and I sat on his lap all comfy. Zacky hugged me with a sigh.

"Zacky I love you. You know that right?" He nodded kissing my cheek. "Good. And I am pretty sure this baby will love you too. I mean who can't love someone as good as you?"

Zacky POV

Ryan and I spent hours in his uncle's office waiting for results of the pregnancy test. Finally when his uncle walked in we were fidgety. "Well? What is the news? Do we get a baby or did we sit here this long for nothing?"

Roy looked at the file. "Zack you better keep that boy and his child safe or I will geld you not caring what he says. Am I understood?" I gasped and kissed Ryan passionately. "Ok, go home if you're gonna have a make out fest. I want my office semen free thank you."

I laughed. "Uncle Roy, this is so great! Thank you for making our day." I kissed Ryan so happy that we got another chance for a baby. Ryan smiled happily at me his hand on his belly rubbing in gentle circles.

"Now Ryan, few doctors' orders. Due to the miscarriages in your past I want you on bed rest until you reach your 5th month. Not strict, but enough that the majority of the time you are relaxing in a chair or on a couch. That means no rough housing, no partying, and most of all no sex. We don't wanna do anything that can terminate this pregnancy understand?"  Ryan pouted but I knew it was for the best. I want you on prenatal vitamins starting tomorrow got it?"

Ryan nodded. "Yes Uncle Roy. But one question, twice a week Zacky goes to band practice with his friends. Can I go too? I mean I love it."

"Well if they play loud music then no. the reason for bed rest is to not jar the embryo. The loud music can do that. So until further notice no band practices." Ryan pouted as Roy sighed.

I kissed his temple. "Baby please do as he says. If not for me for our baby. If you want I'll tape all the practices for you and let you see them that way ok?" Ryan sighed and I kissed him again lying my hand on his belly. "Please Ryan."

He sighed. "Fine. But for the baby. Nothing else, just the baby." Him saying that put a dagger in my heart. Why wouldn't he do that for me? Why is the baby the only good reason to ditch the things he loves? Am I just a sperm donator to him?

When we got home Ryan went to our room and locked the door leaving me alone in the living room. I pulled out my cell and called Jimmy.  The phone rang a few times before the voicemail came on. "Hello you've reached Jimmy. I am either busy with my daughters, with my husband, or at work. Leave me a message and I will buzz you later."

I waited for the beep. Beep "Jim it's me. Listen can you call me back it's important. Right now I need a bony shoulder to lean on." I hung up and put my phone on the coffee table and my head in my hands wondering what to do with my life.

Ring, Ring. Ring, Ring. I groaned feeling around for my phone with my hand. "What?"

"Alright what is going on that you need my bony shoulder?" I sighed at the sound of Jimmy's voice. "Come on talk to me Zack."

"Today has been hell Jim. It went from good to craptastic in 15 seconds."

"Want me to come over? Lend you my shoulder for a few hours?" Jimmy was great really. Never woulda asked for a better twin.

"Right now I just wanna hop on my bike and drive to Canada but I can't leave my bedridden pregnant fiancée alone." I rubbed my hand over my face. So yes please come over and bring your shoulder with you."

"Alright I will be there in 25. I gotta pack up the girls things and leave a note for Matt. He had to run to Wal-Mart so he left the girls with me." I heard him moving things around. "Wanna give me a rundown of what happened so I can come prepared?"

"I had my heart stabbed with a golden dagger by the one I love."

"Oh shit. Ok on my way and I hope I still have ointment. And where is your significant other in all this?"

"In our bedroom with the door locked preventing me to enter." I heard his wince.  "Exactly so make sure you bring a lot of that ointment for me. I may have daggers hidden elsewhere."

"Ok I'll see you soon and just relax ok?" I sighed and hung up not answering him.